why do i even bother?
it shldn't matter to me
i shldn't care
and in truth
i dont
u're a friend
thats it
that's all you'd ever be
not even a good friend actually
though i thought that it was possible
its not
some things that you do just disgust me
irritate me
but when i think about it
i realise
i shouldn't be bothered about it
i should just not care
u're a hyprocrite
u're a liar
i know
i just choose not to say anything
i give up on this
totally.
i used to think that i should be nicer
cus its not fair to u
then i thought of what others say
its your problem
i shouldn't feel bad about it
i din ask for it
u were the one who asked for it
so all the more i should not care
so i wont
i swear i wont